I need real LOVE

Love is painful? or delightful?

In fact I am not sure about that, because I almost forget the feeling of "loving" someone.

Actually I have never had the opportunity of falling in love with guys for a long time.

As I get older, maybe I feel thrilled less about love...

Even now I have rather many chances of seeing nice guys, but I cannot be crazy about them, like I am shaken to feel of dominating them or cannot sleep at all because of jealous...

But I myself may disturb of loving someone before I begin to get hurt by them...

I definitely wanna love someone.

Someone's genuine heart is needed for me.

I should be more brave, and must not be afraid about feeling pain because love is broken, so that I can get a passionate love...